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i hope my heart goes first.

currently listening to: Twice Upon a Time (110%) - Karate High School

When did life get proper shit again?

I love my lessons, but making friends is a lot harder than everyone's making out. I think it's sixth form.

Apart from that, everything seems reaaaally pointless at the moment. I dunno what I wana do with my life, and people exhaust me. Not all of them though.

Tomorrow is a drunk day yay. Laura's got free house, and all my fave people will be there, and I'm doing this piss-up properrrrly. Only fail is I have to work on Saturday.

But actually, I don't get hangovers (Y). Don't get me wrong, I feel like an utter noob, but I don't get the headache/puking combo thing that comes with a whole night of getting trollied. I know, sweet. Still not looking forward to washing pots and waiting tables and dealing with screaming little kids all day, but what can you do?

Anyhoo today in art we did self-portraits! I was proper screwing like because I suck at drawing people, but we took a photo of ourselves, and it made it easier to copy. So mine's looking... ok at the moment. I was really enjoying it, but the teacher who we'd thought was cool kept going on about measuring and guidlines etc, and I really just wana go with the flow and draw like I want to and not stupid Van Gogh!

He's good and all, but not really interesting to copy is it!?

Arrrgh my dad's being a total fool, I have never met anyone so annoying. Well...

I wish they would stfu.

I wish I could see someone right now.

I wish that this person would not be doing this thing so early tomorrow.

I don't like anything. 'Cept mocha, they have a coffee/tea/thingy machine in the common room and Lucy told me to try mocha cus it has chocolate in it so I did and it keeps me going all through the day and it's yummy.

Ohhh I cba to go back to the real world, which is probably why this post is so long and rambly.

Oh yeah hypocrites :) I know a repeat recurring hypocriter and she really makes me laugh. Every time I see some social network status it's just a big LOL statement. I think she must know (she really MUST) that people are going to look at these things she's saying and think 'yeah but remember when you [insert bitchy/stabby back/lowlife thing here]'.

But yeah.. I think I'm done now, gota go do some crappy English Lit homework.

Yeahkbyez, more about drunken raves soon.

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my (feeble) attempt at Van Gogh's 'Bedroom in Arle...


the absence of him is everywhere I look.

currently watching: MTV Video Music Awards 2009

Switch it ooon, MTV yoez.

So today was screwy >.<

School was kz I guess, 'cept I really need to get to the opticians about my eyesight deterioration, and it probz didn't help that I was up on msn til half one talking to Ben. Not that we did much talking; that was one confusing conversation! Saw him today in town, just as I was thinking of ringing him, so obviously nothing got cleared up.

But yes, my eyesight is going. I probably shouldn't be on the laptop, or watching the VMAs, or be trying to sketch van gogh in the dark. Yes Van Gogh :/ I'll upload a picture of my attempt of 'Bedroom in Arles' but believe me, it's not good!

But yess, that's my homework for art; sketches of 'Bedroom in Arles', that one about the night sky, and 'Potato Eaters'. OMG the last one is really harrrd.

I can't get out of this downer, so probably all my posts from now on will be really depressing so I'd stop reading now. Ooh though, my lessons are really awesome! Will is one of the only people I know in my English Language, and he is actually really funny. Me and Helen went into town and finally got my bus pass sorted, but we were both so tired. We went to a couple of shops, then when we'd seen Ben finally called it a day. I went home and fell asleep! Now I really cba to do this stupid homework.

I have too much on my mind.

Ok that was a lie, but it's taking up a lot of space this thinking. Crrrrrry I hate it.

Kbye, I'm off to wallow in self-pity, draw Van Gogh (badly), laugh at Kristen Stewart's hair, and droole over New Moon Trailer. Eeeeeee.

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i know im new but deal with me pls.

Ok so this is my first blog (not that I'm new to this whole shindig) but I'm going to get this annoying stuff off my chest and then introduce myself properly later. Just lend me your ear for a moment.

Today I started sixth form, and to be frank, it's not what I expected it to be. I know, crrrrrrrrry. I decided -last night- that I don't actually wana be a doctor, and had a big palava today trying to figure out what subjects will get me where.

Anyhoo, I've decided I want to do journalism or photography, so chose art, psychology, english lit and english language. I can specialise in photography in art so that's pretty cool. My mum and Helen reckon these suit me more, but my dad practically disowned me :| he reckons this is just a cop-out, i.e, taking the easy route. Thoughts?

I really think there is waaaay too much pressure on teens these days to decide what they wana do with their lives. I mean, we're still young, and we wana have fun! There's plenty of time for work and actually I can always come back in a couple of years and take science at college. So shup dad ¬¬

Happy back to school month.

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