currently listening to: my dog snoring, cus the laptop won't work.
hummph.
That's today's feeling. And yesterday's.
I got two free periods on a Friday though yaaay, which means I drink some mocha in the morning and I'm sailing through to spending time elsewhere. So yesterday I went straight home, sorrrry. And Ben got bored and came to my house.
My mum decided this would be the perfect time to give me a cheese and bean toastie. Don't get me wrong, cheese and bean toasties are just heaven, but I think everyone would agree with me if I said that eating stuff is not a great way to impress someone. Especially beans, and cheese, in a big sandwich. So I put him on the roof with my guitar so I could eat (messily) in peace.
Oh I should probably explain about the roof thing? A couple of years ago we all thought it would be a great idea to make me a balcony on top of the extension on the back, so we put in the patio doors. But then the neighbours got all pissy about 'privacy' or something, so I dont have railings. I don't get it either ok!
So yeah, we 'chilled' for a bit, then got ready to go 'rave' like you do. I had to meet my fave ginge to get some booze, and then run down to Han's, which was all really stressy, but I thought the good night would make up for it.
AS IF.
It actually was a good party, and I had good times with lots of people I miss seeing everyday (cept Danny who stalks me) but it kind of sucks when you get ignored for A WHOLE NIGHT, right into the morning, by one person. I couldnt understand it at all. It was so sudden. Grrr it made me feel really shit for a while, and I went for a walk (not a good idea; I was alone, barefoot, crying, slightly pissed, and it was not a nice area) but yeah, afterwards I managed to have some fun at least with some dubstep. I was actually sober by about one in the morning. Then I made everyone a cup of teeea.
So I had two hours sleep and had to go to work! And I had the late shift! Uggggh, it was awful, I kept swaying like I was going to fall over! And all day I've been bitching about two people in my head, and it's made me all grouchy for tonight. I'm too tired to actually move.
Wow I'm not really making any sense, I'm too screwy.
Tomorrow I am actually going to chill aaaaaaall day and try to sort out my head. And try to find some Docs on eBay (L)
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