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i hope my heart goes first.

currently listening to: Twice Upon a Time (110%) - Karate High School

When did life get proper shit again?

I love my lessons, but making friends is a lot harder than everyone's making out. I think it's sixth form.

Apart from that, everything seems reaaaally pointless at the moment. I dunno what I wana do with my life, and people exhaust me. Not all of them though.

Tomorrow is a drunk day yay. Laura's got free house, and all my fave people will be there, and I'm doing this piss-up properrrrly. Only fail is I have to work on Saturday.

But actually, I don't get hangovers (Y). Don't get me wrong, I feel like an utter noob, but I don't get the headache/puking combo thing that comes with a whole night of getting trollied. I know, sweet. Still not looking forward to washing pots and waiting tables and dealing with screaming little kids all day, but what can you do?

Anyhoo today in art we did self-portraits! I was proper screwing like because I suck at drawing people, but we took a photo of ourselves, and it made it easier to copy. So mine's looking... ok at the moment. I was really enjoying it, but the teacher who we'd thought was cool kept going on about measuring and guidlines etc, and I really just wana go with the flow and draw like I want to and not stupid Van Gogh!

He's good and all, but not really interesting to copy is it!?

Arrrgh my dad's being a total fool, I have never met anyone so annoying. Well...

I wish they would stfu.

I wish I could see someone right now.

I wish that this person would not be doing this thing so early tomorrow.

I don't like anything. 'Cept mocha, they have a coffee/tea/thingy machine in the common room and Lucy told me to try mocha cus it has chocolate in it so I did and it keeps me going all through the day and it's yummy.

Ohhh I cba to go back to the real world, which is probably why this post is so long and rambly.

Oh yeah hypocrites :) I know a repeat recurring hypocriter and she really makes me laugh. Every time I see some social network status it's just a big LOL statement. I think she must know (she really MUST) that people are going to look at these things she's saying and think 'yeah but remember when you [insert bitchy/stabby back/lowlife thing here]'.

But yeah.. I think I'm done now, gota go do some crappy English Lit homework.

Yeahkbyez, more about drunken raves soon.

posted by vimtohead on Sep 17, 2009 9:53 PM | 0 comments
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the absence of him is everywhere I look.

currently watching: MTV Video Music Awards 2009

Switch it ooon, MTV yoez.

So today was screwy >.<

School was kz I guess, 'cept I really need to get to the opticians about my eyesight deterioration, and it probz didn't help that I was up on msn til half one talking to Ben. Not that we did much talking; that was one confusing conversation! Saw him today in town, just as I was thinking of ringing him, so obviously nothing got cleared up.

But yes, my eyesight is going. I probably shouldn't be on the laptop, or watching the VMAs, or be trying to sketch van gogh in the dark. Yes Van Gogh :/ I'll upload a picture of my attempt of 'Bedroom in Arles' but believe me, it's not good!

But yess, that's my homework for art; sketches of 'Bedroom in Arles', that one about the night sky, and 'Potato Eaters'. OMG the last one is really harrrd.

I can't get out of this downer, so probably all my posts from now on will be really depressing so I'd stop reading now. Ooh though, my lessons are really awesome! Will is one of the only people I know in my English Language, and he is actually really funny. Me and Helen went into town and finally got my bus pass sorted, but we were both so tired. We went to a couple of shops, then when we'd seen Ben finally called it a day. I went home and fell asleep! Now I really cba to do this stupid homework.

I have too much on my mind.

Ok that was a lie, but it's taking up a lot of space this thinking. Crrrrrry I hate it.

Kbye, I'm off to wallow in self-pity, draw Van Gogh (badly), laugh at Kristen Stewart's hair, and droole over New Moon Trailer. Eeeeeee.

posted by vimtohead on Sep 14, 2009 10:28 PM | 0 comments
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you gotta show the world the thunder.

Currently listening to: Juneau - Funeral For A Friend

OMGOMGOMG. Just had a phone call from Helen. She told me to look outside at the sky. There were glowing things (I think they were jellyfish) just floating south(ish). Apparently they were those lantern things. They were beautful.

Anyway today. I worked my feet off. Nearly literally. My new work buddy is a girl called Faye (please let me have spelt that right) and she is in one of my friends' classes at college (Laura, if she ever reads this) and I think we made a pretty good team. She's really nice too, which is good seeing as I'll be spending my Saturdays with her!

Got my first wages today eeeee. True, it wasn't a lot, but I can pay my dad back now for all my recent eBay purchases, and start bidding on some beautiful cowboy boots I've found!

One day soon I'll get round to posting pics of my beauties, although my absolute lovelies are at the top of the page. Yep those wellies in the middle, eBay darlings!

Sixth form starts properly Monday. Wish me luck for first art lesson! I'm having a laaaate quizcom/stand-up night tonight, sleeping in late AT LAST in the morning, and then heading into town to buy three big folder things and a sketch book (L).

Okbye, I'm off to do that now.

posted by vimtohead on Sep 12, 2009 9:10 PM | 0 comments
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I'm making my way?

currently listening to; You Me At Six - Finders Keepers (Live @ The Forum)

Just got back from Thornbridge, which is an outdoorsy centre; new school bonding sesh! aaaaaaaand.. I made friends.. sorta. Three guys who were in my 'team'. Luke, Will and.. whasisface.. :/ okkz I will figure it out!

Anywaaayz, our activity for yesterday afternoon was caving XTREME style. Before I launch into that story you should probably know that I'm scared of small spaces. Yeah, claustrophobic. Majorly. So this wasn't really the best idea, the other option was walk around the cave, but this way we got to abseil in, yeeeeah.

So idk if you've seen The Descent, it's pretty frickin' scary, but that's what I thought it would be like. Y'know, tiny tiny spaces that you can barely fit through, pools of sludgy water and dangerous rocks poking out everywhere.

Yeah, it was exactly like that. I totally freaked out!!!! But I managed to have only one panic attack, and I absolutely loved every other minute of it. I got sooo filthy (partly thanks Will wiping sludge all over my face; don't worry, I got him back with a big mud-beard) and I picked the hard routes over the not-so-hard routes. This was belly-crawling, wriggling, bending and twisting through gaps smaller than possible.

I am so proud of myself. And it was the best bonding activity ever. Forget building paper towers, this is the place to go. I actually like Will and Luke and that other guy. Dammit, what's his name!?

So later, when it got dark back at base, we did a course blindfolded. You had one person guiding you along this roped course that lasted about 45minutes in the middle of the night in the woods. We did it twice it was so good! And the second time I took Will along. I honestly don't believe I was that flirty, but Helen reckons... well anyway, it was A LOT of fun. And he is pretty cool. Ahaha ok, I'll stop now. It felt really good to get properly mucky. I am soooo bruised. But well worth it.

Anyhoo, I'm starting to really look forward to the future. I don't think I've felt like this in a looong time (probably more of that to come).

So yeah, laterz.

posted by vimtohead on Sep 10, 2009 7:33 PM | 0 comments
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