we are beautiful, we are doomed.

currently listening to: Twice Upon a Time (110%) - Karate High School

When did life get proper shit again?

I love my lessons, but making friends is a lot harder than everyone's making out. I think it's sixth form.

Apart from that, everything seems reaaaally pointless at the moment. I dunno what I wana do with my life, and people exhaust me. Not all of them though.

Tomorrow is a drunk day yay. Laura's got free house, and all my fave people will be there, and I'm doing this piss-up properrrrly. Only fail is I have to work on Saturday.

But actually, I don't get hangovers (Y). Don't get me wrong, I feel like an utter noob, but I don't get the headache/puking combo thing that comes with a whole night of getting trollied. I know, sweet. Still not looking forward to washing pots and waiting tables and dealing with screaming little kids all day, but what can you do?

Anyhoo today in art we did self-portraits! I was proper screwing like because I suck at drawing people, but we took a photo of ourselves, and it made it easier to copy. So mine's looking... ok at the moment. I was really enjoying it, but the teacher who we'd thought was cool kept going on about measuring and guidlines etc, and I really just wana go with the flow and draw like I want to and not stupid Van Gogh!

He's good and all, but not really interesting to copy is it!?

Arrrgh my dad's being a total fool, I have never met anyone so annoying. Well...

I wish they would stfu.

I wish I could see someone right now.

I wish that this person would not be doing this thing so early tomorrow.

I don't like anything. 'Cept mocha, they have a coffee/tea/thingy machine in the common room and Lucy told me to try mocha cus it has chocolate in it so I did and it keeps me going all through the day and it's yummy.

Ohhh I cba to go back to the real world, which is probably why this post is so long and rambly.

Oh yeah hypocrites :) I know a repeat recurring hypocriter and she really makes me laugh. Every time I see some social network status it's just a big LOL statement. I think she must know (she really MUST) that people are going to look at these things she's saying and think 'yeah but remember when you [insert bitchy/stabby back/lowlife thing here]'.

But yeah.. I think I'm done now, gota go do some crappy English Lit homework.

Yeahkbyez, more about drunken raves soon.

Ok to introduce myself, I'm doing the post of ten truthful facts about me. Here goes;

1. I recently started sixth form at a new school, and it's very exciting!

2. The night before I started, I decided that my options were wrong for me. I'd realised I'd just been doing what I thought people wanted me to do.

3. My natural hair colour is a gingery/brown. It's pretty boring.

4. My mum was actually the one who had the idea to dye my locks purple.

5. My dad keeps telling me that I'll lose my good eyesight being on this laptop too long, but I don't know if I can give up the music and vids. And now blogging :)

6. I recently have a knack for repelling boys after a few days.

7. I wana be a journalist, or a photographer, or some kind of designer.

8. I'm just starting work at a kids play centre :/ I don't really like kids.

9. Sarcasm is my first language, and sometimes people don't get me.

10. I love love, but it really terrifies me.

Jeez that was harder than I thought.

Today was the second day of sixth form, and it was marginally better than yesterday, but a bit boring. Met some awesome people who are going to be in my form, including someone who went to my secondary four years ago for two weeks! I really want to get started on lessons, especially art (even though I have no clue what I'm doing). Tomorrow we have a residential with climbing and shizz, for bonding. EXCITED, but no caving for me please, have you seen the descent?

EeeeeByex

PS. my co-op doesn't sell Kerrang! anymore, and I died a little inside when I found out.