we are beautiful, we are doomed.

currently listening to: Twice Upon a Time (110%) - Karate High School

When did life get proper shit again?

I love my lessons, but making friends is a lot harder than everyone's making out. I think it's sixth form.

Apart from that, everything seems reaaaally pointless at the moment. I dunno what I wana do with my life, and people exhaust me. Not all of them though.

Tomorrow is a drunk day yay. Laura's got free house, and all my fave people will be there, and I'm doing this piss-up properrrrly. Only fail is I have to work on Saturday.

But actually, I don't get hangovers (Y). Don't get me wrong, I feel like an utter noob, but I don't get the headache/puking combo thing that comes with a whole night of getting trollied. I know, sweet. Still not looking forward to washing pots and waiting tables and dealing with screaming little kids all day, but what can you do?

Anyhoo today in art we did self-portraits! I was proper screwing like because I suck at drawing people, but we took a photo of ourselves, and it made it easier to copy. So mine's looking... ok at the moment. I was really enjoying it, but the teacher who we'd thought was cool kept going on about measuring and guidlines etc, and I really just wana go with the flow and draw like I want to and not stupid Van Gogh!

He's good and all, but not really interesting to copy is it!?

Arrrgh my dad's being a total fool, I have never met anyone so annoying. Well...

I wish they would stfu.

I wish I could see someone right now.

I wish that this person would not be doing this thing so early tomorrow.

I don't like anything. 'Cept mocha, they have a coffee/tea/thingy machine in the common room and Lucy told me to try mocha cus it has chocolate in it so I did and it keeps me going all through the day and it's yummy.

Ohhh I cba to go back to the real world, which is probably why this post is so long and rambly.

Oh yeah hypocrites :) I know a repeat recurring hypocriter and she really makes me laugh. Every time I see some social network status it's just a big LOL statement. I think she must know (she really MUST) that people are going to look at these things she's saying and think 'yeah but remember when you [insert bitchy/stabby back/lowlife thing here]'.

But yeah.. I think I'm done now, gota go do some crappy English Lit homework.

Yeahkbyez, more about drunken raves soon.